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  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  What People are Saying

  Flowers

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  Carnations in January

  Clare Revell

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.

  Carnations in January

  COPYRIGHT 2015 by Clare Revell

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  All scripture quotations, unless otherwise indicated, are taken from the Holy Bible, New International Version(R), NIV(R), Copyright 1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.™ Used by permission of Zondervan. All rights reserved worldwide. www.zondervan.com

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  Publishing History

  First White Rose Edition, 2015

  Electronic Edition ISBN 978-1-61116-472-5

  Published in the United States of America

  Dedication

  For Patricia Johns, a fellow awesome author.

  What People are Saying

  Tuesday's Child

  Clare Revell...puts the EEP in creepy! Tuesday's Child has it all--deaf heroine, cop hero, orphaned child, and terrifying killer. This book kept me reading late into the night (with the doors locked and the brightest light on!). ~B. Norris (Amazon review)

  Thursdays Child This is the best one yet. What a great story! Ms. Revell keeps you on the edge of your seat either emotionally or in suspense throughout the story. Every emotional tug between Jared and Niamh will pull at your heartstrings. Your heart will break for them, hoping she will recover fully and he can reclaim her heart.

  The suspense, the mystery, the danger — it’s all as hot as the worst fire he battles. You won’t want to put this one down! Oh, and keep those tissues handy. ~ Donna B Snow

  Carnations in January shake the foundations,

  Violets in February are an aid to salvation,

  Daffodils in March bring betrayal and loss,

  Sweet peas in April consume all the dross,

  Lily of the Valley in May brings danger untold,

  Roses in June show a heart filled with gold,

  Water lilies in July a town will submerge,

  Gladioli in August love from the ash will emerge,

  Forget-me-nots in September are on the front line of fear,

  Marigolds in October will test her career,

  Mums in November show the burden of choice,

  Holly in December lets a family rejoice.

  1

  But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash. ~ Matthew 7:26-27

  It was raining. Grace Chadwick sighed. It had seemed to do nothing else since the phone call came. Even the weather was in mourning.

  The constant rain, which had lasted the entire funeral, had at least eased to a drizzle as she left the church hall. There was nothing sadder than a funeral in the rain. Especially at the graveside burial, where water thudded against black umbrellas, almost drowning out the pastor’s words.

  The tarmac shone like silver where street light hit puddles of the chill, saturnine December rain water, as Grace walked across the car park with her parents, her brother, Rick, and sister, Faith.

  A pool of oil lay on top of the largest puddle, its rainbow out of place in the grey, wet murk surrounding it. Stepping into the puddle, she watched as the rainbow twisted, fractured and vanished. Quite apt. Hope, her baby sister, had run away nine years ago, leaving her family torn apart by shattered dreams and fractured rainbows, as four siblings became three.

  Ironic, if she thought about it, the way losing Hope had destroyed them. No one had been the same since—just as they’d never be the same again now.

  She took a deep breath.

  Yes, she’d lost her favorite aunt, but the way she was thinking made it sound like the loss was a husband or boyfriend. Or even that they’d just buried Hope—although in some ways that would be a relief as at least they’d know what happened.

  Aunt Tilja, her father’s oldest sister, was the last of her aunts. The only family members she had left were walking with her, her brother and sister by her side, her mother and father lagging behind. Her aunt died on December twentieth. Holding the funeral during the week between Christmas and the New Year seemed to make the occasion even more somber, but there was no point putting off the service.

  Aunt Tilja was the one person who’d listened to her. The one person she could rely on who would be there for her. The only person…and now, she was gone.

  Faith squeezed her arm as they reached the cars. “Are you sure you don’t want us to come back to the house with you?”

  Grace nodded. This was something she had to do alone in case she broke down again. Make that when she broke down, and she didn’t need another audience for that. She hugged her sister tightly. “Yes, I’m sure. You guys have a long drive home. Never mind the fact that both you and Rick have to work in the morning. I’ll be fine. I promise.”

  “OK, if you’re sure.” Faith didn’t look convinced as she returned the embrace as best she could with her arm in a sling.

  “I’m sure.” Now was not the time but she couldn’t bear to lose anyone else, and Faith’s boyfriend was dangerous. “Faith, promise me you’ll leave Damien. He’ll only hurt you again.” She whispered low only for her sister and brother’s ears.

  Faith bit her lip. “I can’t leave him, you know that. But, to coin a phrase, I’ll be fine. I promise.”

  Grace turned to her brother in desperation. “Rick, you’re a cop. Can’t you do something?”

  Rick shook his head. “Unless she presses charges, which she won’t, there’s nothing I can do. You know that I’d have to catch him in the act, and either he’s far too clever for that or these are, indeed, accidents.”

  Grace sighed and turned to her parents. “I’ll keep in touch. And I’ll ring either New Year’s Eve or New Year’s Day.”

  Several hugs and “love yous” later, Grace stood in the rain and waved as the car drove away. She opened her bag and rummaged for her keys on the way to her vehicle. Hmmm, they weren’t where she usually put them. She dumped the bag on the bonnet of the car and, heedless of the wet surface, emptied out the contents. No keys.

  She pushed a hand through her long hair, which from the reflection in the windows, now resembled dark rat’s tails more than the soft, pale brown curls she’d spent ages doing th
at morning.

  Now what? She turned, but her parents’ car was out of sight. She rummaged for her phone...but could see it was in the passenger seat of her car. Everyone had left. She was alone, with no way of getting across town, other than calling a taxi. And even if she did, the house keys were on the same key ring as the car keys. While that had been such a good idea at the time—only having the one set of keys to worry about—it now seemed not so good in hindsight. She shoved everything back into her bag.

  Breaking into her new home had not been on the agenda that morning, but it didn’t look as if she had an alternative.

  “Excuse me.” A very deep, almost chocolate smooth male voice spoke behind her. “Are these keys yours?”

  Grace turned.

  She raised her eyes from chest level, up past the black suit and tie, into the bluest eyes she’d ever had the good fortune to look into. Carelessly brushed brown hair framed his face. Her breath caught in her throat, while her mind screamed wow over and over.

  Then she caught herself and anger briefly flared. This was her aunt’s funeral. She was here to grieve and say goodbye, not to ogle up the local men. Especially when she wasn’t interested in anyone. Her new start definitely did not include a relationship. She was single and that was the way she’d stay.

  “These were on the floor in the church hall.” He held out a set of keys.

  Grace recognized the personalized GR4CE keychain hanging on them. “Yes, they are mine, thank you.”

  His eyes sparkled as he handed the keys over. “You’re welcome.” His hand stayed extended. “Elliott Wallac. I’m one of the church members.”

  She shook his hand. His touch was warm, but his hands were a little rougher than she expected. “Grace Chadwick.”

  “I’m really sorry for your loss. Your aunt was a great lady and a good friend.”

  Her eyes blurred, and she blinked hard. She’d cried enough today and really didn’t want to cry anymore, especially in front of someone she’d only just been introduced to. “She was. I’m going to miss her.”

  “We all will.” His phone rang. “Excuse me. It was nice to have met you.”

  “And you.” Grace unlocked the car and began the three-mile drive from the church to Aunt Tilja’s house.

  Her house, she corrected.

  She still wasn’t sure why Aunt Tilja had left the house, shop, and all the contents solely to her in the will.

  Carnation Street Florist, named after the road on which it was situated, sold flowers for all occasions, including by post. Grace had taken a six-month sabbatical from the accountancy job she hated to take over the florist. If things worked out in Headley Cross, she’d hand in her notice.

  This was intended to be the new start she’d wanted. A chance to be her own boss. After all, at thirty it was a long time coming, but she wanted to do something useful with her life. The problem was, however, she knew nothing about flowers—whether growing or arranging them, or simply wrapping in cellophane and selling them.

  Grace swung onto the drive in front of the bungalow and turned off the engine. She gazed through the rain splattered windscreen. The house hadn’t changed. With the pebbles over the top half of the brickwork, bow windows with peeling royal blue paintwork, and red tiled roof, it looked the same as she remembered.

  She took a deep breath. Sitting here for the rest of the day wasn’t an option. She pressed the button on the dash to open the boot and then got out of the car. Lugging her two cases to the door, she dumped them on the small porch.

  Before she put the key in the lock, she remembered how as children she and the others had always rung the bell twice whenever they visited. That way Aunt Tilja knew it was them.

  Her finger hovered over the button before pressing it twice for old time’s sake. The familiar chimes echoed in the silent house; only this time no one came to answer.

  Grace opened the front door and wrinkled her nose.

  The air was musty.

  Instead of being filled with the smell of fresh bread, coffee, and baking, the bungalow smelled damp, old, and empty. She ran her hand down the wallpaper which had been there as long as she could remember. It, too, was cold and damp. As if the house itself were weeping.

  For a moment, she thought she heard voices calling, but knew they weren’t real. They were just memories of many happy weekends, Christmas dinners, birthday parties, Sunday lunches, and high teas. Tears ran unchecked down her cheeks. She couldn’t do this. She’d made a mistake in even coming here.

  She let out the breath she held and mentally shook herself. This was her house now—and she owned it outright. She’d only lived with her parents or rented in the past. And moping in the hallway wouldn’t get anything done. Aunt Tilja would be the first person to tell her that.

  Grace set her cases down in the second bedroom and returned to the car. It took a further five trips to bring in the remaining bags, her laptop, and the two boxes of groceries and assorted bits and pieces she thought she’d need. Even then, she was sure she’d forgotten to pack something. She nudged the front door shut with her hip and took the last box through to the kitchen. Then she wandered through the rest of the bungalow, checking the fires and lights, making a mental note of the ones that didn’t work.

  The clang of the doorbell made her jump. For a moment, she waited for her aunt to answer it. With an ache of grief, and a few more tears, she padded along the wood floors to the doorway.

  Grace rubbed her hands under her eyes, hoping she didn’t look too much of a grief-stricken wreck. She wiped her hands on her skirt and sucked in a deep breath. She could do this.

  A tall figure stood on the other side of the paneled glass window. At least whoever it was hadn’t given up hope of her ever responding and left. She opened the door. “Hello?”

  The same man from the church stood there. This time he wore a full length overcoat, hanging open over jeans and thick check shirt. The top three shirt buttons were undone, giving a hint of chest hair. He held out a hand, the other one holding something wrapped in a towel. “Hello again, Miss Chadwick.”

  Grace took his hand, wondering what he was doing here. Had she left something else in the church? How did he know where she lived? “Mr. Wallac, hi.”

  “I’m not stalking you, honestly. I live next door and brought a casserole over to say welcome to the neighborhood. I also figured it’d save you having to cook tonight.”

  “Thank you. That’s really kind of you. But how did you know I was moving in?”

  Elliott let go of her hand and held out the towel wrapped dish. “You’re welcome. And I was a good friend of your aunt. She took me with her when she drew up her will. She never did trust solicitors completely and wanted someone there to make sure he wrote down everything she wanted done. She even planned her own funeral down to the hymns and readings.”

  “That sounds just like her. To each his own, everything in its place, with all I’s dotted and T’s crossed.” Grace took the dish and inhaled deeply. The casserole smelled wonderful. “Would you like some coffee? I have some in a box here somewhere.”

  “If it’s not too much trouble, I’d love some. Thank you.” He followed her into the house.

  She once again pushed the door shut with her hip, because that was how Aunt Tilja had always done it, and carried the dish to the kitchen. Carefully unwrapping it, she took off the lid and peeked.

  How could he know? The aroma of her aunt’s chicken stew, complete with leeks, potatoes, carrots, and dumplings wafted to her. All too familiar tears filled her eyes. Her favorite meal provided by someone she didn’t know. Grace blinked hard and turned to hide the tears. She flicked the gas on under the kettle and hit the ignition button.

  It didn’t light.

  She sighed and reached for the matches. “Well, that’s not working,” she said and narrowed her eyes as if she knew what she were doing.

  “Let me have a look.” He crossed the small room. “I know a thing or three about ovens and so on.”

 
; “Thank you.” She started unpacking the boxes in search of the coffee and sugar.

  Elliott put the kettle on the table and bent to check the pilot light. He pulled the top off the gas stove. “Does anything else not work?”

  She glanced at him. “Seems to be most things, unfortunately. The gas fire in the bedroom doesn’t. The one in the lounge kind of works after a fashion. I’m beginning to think this was a bad move.”

  “I’ll take a look.” He checked over the hob. He made a sound as if he’d uncovered a great mystery. “There’s your problem. Do you have a tool kit?”

  “No.”

  “I’ll be right back with mine.”

  “I don’t want to put you out.”

  His smile lit his eyes. “You’re not. I’ll be three minutes, tops.”

  Before she could reply, he was gone. What was she thinking? She didn’t know the bloke, and she was letting him into her house to fix things. She’d only been in Headley Cross a matter of hours, and the same man kept appearing. Rick would tell her to be careful. But she was, wasn’t she? He seemed so genuine, but bitter experience told her things were not always what they seemed. Men were not to be trusted. What if he’d sabotaged the house so he could come over and help...Her shoulders drooped. That wasn’t very likely.

  Grace returned to the spare room and lifted a suitcase onto the bed. She couldn’t sleep in her aunt’s bedroom. Maybe she’d turned it into an office or something. Moving to the window she pulled the curtains, stepping back fast as both curtains and pole came off the wall in her hands.

  “Oh!”

  Plaster filled the air, turning the room into a fog of dust.

  She coughed and waved a hand to try to clear the dust. When that failed, she opened the window to let some fresh air in. “Now I have to sleep in Aunt Tilja’s room, after all.”

  The paper next to the window with its fallen curtain was sagging from the wall. Unable to resist, Grace grabbed hold of it and tugged. Slowly, the whole sheet peeled away from the wall. Well, she did want to update the circa 1970 décor.

  She paused and stared at the large fissure that ran from the ceiling almost all the way to the floor. It looked as if it had been filled in once already. In places, she could slide her finger in to the opening. Well, she needed to re-plaster where the curtain pole went anyway, so what was a bit more?